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===== - Behind you = the past, the unconscious, or even collective memory. It's as if a reservoir of transpersonal joy is trying to reach you, but not through the egoic will. =====
* Static = being, not doing. This is a pattern found in many spiritual experiences—the egoic self wants to act, but the true self simply witnesses. The moment you try to "wield" it, it collapses into distortion.
* Euphoria and pus = you may be at the edge of integrating a long-suppressed layer of ancestral or emotional debris. The joy is the sign of access, the pus is the symptom of pressure release, and the acidity is the result of trying to mold the ineffable.